Demon, that is precisely where I'm at right now. I have lost 4 friends due to violent crimes, Rocky was stabbed and held down to bleed to death in front his 2 year old daughter and wife, Les had his throat slit. Morne was shot at point blank range and the killer simply strolled away

for no reason. Then there was my gran. She never hurt anyone but these savages came to her house, p!ssed on her face, burnt her with cigarettes and some stuff that I do not want to write. These things are making me worry.
I have worked hard all my life, getting to a point now where I might just start to float now there is eskom and the 15% price increase (or whatever it is going to be) tax on the value of my house, this means that because I choose to build 70% of my myself, I could cut on labor costs and of course it only cost me about R550 000 to get to where it is but now I have to pay tax on R1 200 000

everything is slowly but surely turning down, like a slow long decent. I have to flog out cash for what? the roads are in a terrible state, the infrastructure is failing, and because of the color of my skin I have a target on my back

I see so much promise in this country, but it sometimes feel like we are driven out. Like Demon says his friends felt they were, and I quote " "grateful" that they were only terrorized, robbed, and my mate (he is on avcom) pistol whipped, and that the girls were not abused Exclamation Evil or Very Mad " This isn't right guys we shouldn't consider ourselves lucky if a crime has been committed against you and you came out alive. If I was alone, no kids I would stay right here in this beautifull country

If I stay and it becomes Zim no 2 I stuffed up at the expense of my family. If I go and it turns out to be OK I can always come back..... the difference between an emigrant and a refugee...about 3 years.
Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.